Twelve + One: sighs


Wednesday, October 12, 2005

sighs

scary shyte.Im scaring myself.Ive been feeling really really really NOT MYSELF lately.Very hateful towards everything and everyone.Dont know if you all noticed...maybe Im just like this when Im alone.

have you ever felt so alone in this world that even if you were in a crowd you'd feel so isolated?

sigh.haihs.whuteverr.gah. dont even know why im typing this here.
another good thing about blogs.helps ppl tell other ppl stuff they might not be able to say in person.^^ ollie....secret garden is a damn emo-ing song.and kshen.sorry for not replying.was away fr the comp.as usual.haha.see the busy sign?that means im not there.(duh)=p.but then again.im always not at the comp..even if my status is online.sorry guys! i dont have a knack for talking to ppl online.face to face..well that's another story...=)

im hungry.i want KFC.my fringe is annoying the hell outta me cuz its falling into my eyes.aha.solved.i just put some dorky hairband on.hehee.no way m i gonna wear it to skool.wanna die arh.kena laff like hell man.>so have to suffer in the name of beauty....=)(yeah shannon..go on....say....what beauty??!!)sigh.yeah.i knoe. Guys...if i ever ever fall apart from this group....though i hope not...but ther's always the damn possibility...i LOVE ALL OF YOU.yes including you shnnon....n kshen.hahahah!*nudges capri*get mah drift....*winkswinks*haha..insider's joke....ok..my mood is reasonably uplifted..thanks.hahacuz when i type in this blog...it's like im talking to u guys.*sniffsniff*love you guys. ...

*shit la ollie...i bet its ur secret garden song that made me like this weii!!!!!*kill**

-.All I want is Everything.-

-reasonably cheered up princess-