Twelve + One: February 2006

WHERE IS THE LOVE?

Some friendships last forever. Some don't. But we will do our best to kick apathy in the ass. With this blog as weapon and our memories as ammunition, the friendships carry on.

SOMEWHERE ONLY WE KNOW

Seven at United Kingdom
Two at Australia
Two at USA
Two back home, Malaysia

(Updated 28th Sept 2009)

THATS NOT MY NAME

awhitershadeofgrey
Uni. of Warwick

-dingnen-
UCL

- k o k s h e n -
Uni. of Nottingham

-foongmei-
GE

-CaP-
San Diego State Uni.

-shann-
HELP Uni. Col.

-MicCy-
Curtin University

-istee-
LSE

~ S a m m y ~
Hofstra Uni.

-::*l[silverm0onlight]l*::-
Uni. of Manchester

princess
Uni. of Warwick

sung
Uni. of Adelaide

zizou4eva
Cambridge University

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Monday, February 27, 2006

Bored

HELOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! its been a long time since i last posted something. Was damn lazy lar! Dunno what to say in my posts also. Anyways i'm suppose to be studying for my bio common test tmr now but i'll use this as an excuse not to =P. So anyways how's everyone? Lol i sound as though i don't see u guys at all. Haih last week was damn stress for me weh. Had class quizzes on monday n tuesday n then common tests on wednesday n thursday. I didn't feel the "tiredness" until friday. It was like WOAH! RELIEF MAN. Then this week is gonna be similar to the last. Common tests today, tmr n wed. Then friday i have to submit my er preliminary outline for my english n chem assignment. So crappy! Oh wellz. U ppl r lucky u guys didnt take SAM. Haha i think the only person who can feel my pain is lim en-li. She seems more stress than i am. Oh yea n also yi sung. Klah enough crap.

Oh yeah! This sunday's oli's birthday. Do u think we should go visit him? I mean it's his bday n all n he would be very happy if we do. Poor fellar, he said his parents might not be going also. I really wanna visit him but dunno how to get there! Let's plan something lar! I know he's coming back in like 2 weeks! But aiyor..dunno how to say..I just wanna go see him! Lolz! So..............any suggestions?

Sunday, February 26, 2006

regrets..

have you ever made a decision to do/not to do something; and at that time, that decision seemed like the correct one but then one day you realise that it is, in fact, the most horribly wrong decision you could ever have made and u KICK yourself so damn hard for it?!well...i have.

some people make lotsa bad decisions but fortunately for them, its just over small things and they get over it..sorta...i mean..life goes on rite?but SOME other people..hardly ever have regrets and they have a happy-happy-free- im-alive-and-in-tune-with-the-universe life...BUT...here comes the big BUT...when they make wrong decisions, theyre usually detrimental and it changes their lives forever..and theyre stuck moping and thinking of their regrets for a long time.

GUESS WHAT??ur frend here is the second type of person. which sucks.ok.in my life..I HAVE TWO BIGGEST REGRETS THAT I WILL REMEMBER FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.yeah..shake ur head and say.."only two arh..cheh..tot she had a million"..but i tell you,those two.whoar...if i was a weaker person..i would have like..killed myself ady man.ok the first regret..yeah i do regret it...but i have come to terms with it.its not like i didnt try or anything for that...yeah its still a freaking big regret that changed me but...thats not the regret thats eating me up insde now.

REGRET #1:
that i did not save my first relationship.wait a sec.no.the regret is that i even let it slip.that relationship is something i will always treasure and it hurts that the other person came away feeling bitter and hurt.for over 5 years..i was hung up on that...and then i finally realised.cant do nothing.no turning back now.and ive finally come to terms with it..yeah this is where everyone goes..(FINALLY)

its like...if i did try to say i was sorry rather than just avoid the entire topic and playing it over in my head..if i just sat down one day and talked about it.if i didnt piss the person off in the first place.if the 18 yr old mind of enli was in tht 14 year old mind of enli.it mightve worked out.MIGHT HAVE.keep in mind..its not tht ive gotten over it..cuz u dont get over regrets.u just..well..rmb them with sadness but u kno theres nothing u can do about it. the word 'if' also works very well when someone talks about regrets.

yes.that was my very first regret.and i still do regret now.but u kno..u can laff it off and say..immature la...cinta monyet ..puppy love..say what u want..but tht incident cut me deep.

on a funnier note...i dont love the person no more.its just a damn regret that i just wish i could erase..oh wells.at leaast the frendship..whatever little there is...is kind o back on track...so..

REGRET #2:

NOW this one. this is the one that made me start thinking about regrets in the first place.LIM EN-LI IC REGRETS THAT SHE DID NOT BUG HER PARENTS MORE TO ALLOW HER TO GO TO CONCORD.yup its that issue again.thot i was over it.but i guess not.its damn effing pisssing off to hear about ppl who dont effing deserve to be there..who dont even fit in the concord(yeah i kno i sound damn mean here)culture.not gonna name any names...NIGEL is one..but theres one other one...that i shall not name here.because hell yeah its daaaaamn mean of me.cuz he doesnt even wanna be there in the first place...thats why i think he so wasting his moms time n money.yeah im pissed at him cuz he jus laughed at me n sed i told u so when i called him n was crying on the fon abt this.some boyfrend rite.but he doesnt understand..n u dont think any of u guys do.

all the thoughts..all the dreams...with siangloong and istee..walking in the winter....being freezed outta my mind...i tell u..every friday for the last year i went out wit siangloong in between tuition and the topics would be: interact, leo, concord.most of all the last one....we were tokin about all the stuff we could do...like watch TVB dramas.sucker hes doin that without me..and all the fun things we could do.can u imagine.one year of dreams..and in the last two months...it gets dashed.just like that.and the worst thing is..i didnt do anything.i myself thot.hey yeah..it is kinda expensive.so i dint do much abt my parents deciding not to go.to be fair...NIGEL DID TELL ME SO.he was like..come on la..beg ur parents...but i wa slike..i dunt jus wanna go because ur there.

i s.w.e.a.r.this goes way further than boyfrend business...ask siangloong la..all the stuff we laffed about when we tokked abt concrd..how we would all go to town..how ding shyong would piss me off.and how...yeah..all the dreams. the pain when i think about...im nto expecting u guys to understand.bet u all are like..enli give it a rest..theres nothing u can do about it...THATS THE POINT.im sad because theres nothing i can do about it.and to me..its the worst kind of feeling in the world.knowing u want somthing done in ur life...but also knowing that theres no way in heaven(or hell) u can do it.

argh.it hurts so much when people tell me what theyre doing.but the thing is.im dying to know..because its like..what i could have done..yeah i kno its like im putting myself into this.i cant help it.i want to know.its like..my hearts there.in concord.and i dont mean it in a sappy sense jus cuz nigels there..its serously there...like for instance..in lit class..ill be like..wouldnt it be great if i ws studying this in england..the origins. and i kno u uk ppl are hating the cold..but....i would give ANYTHING in this world to be where you are right now.ANYTHING.

JUS GIVE ME ONE LETTER SAYING THAT I CAN GO TO CONCORD n i will jump on the next freaking plane.come on man..i even dream abt the effing place man...n making chicken soup wit sl n the others. on and a hlaf months n ud think id be over it eh.but nope.wrong-oh.i aint over it. and i think its gonna be a loooonggg time bfore i actually get over it.maybe the onething i CAN do to make myself feel better is to stop thinking about it..and stop talkig to anyone who has ANY connection wit concord.sorry.harsh.but..its damn painful..i mean..its not painful at that moment in time..cuz i do miss u all..but after that..its like..crap.i wish iw as there. istee.i wish i was doing the dikir barat wit u n sue anne. i wish i could eat the potatoes that u are soo sick of. i wish i could have gone shopping wit u guys at the 5 pound shop.i wish i couldve taken the train down to london. i wish i could watch football games at normal times, rather than wake up at 3 30 am to watch.

I WISH I WAS NOT HERE IN MALAYSIA IN MY ROOM TYPING THIS.

I WISH I WAS MISSING YOU ALL WHEN IM SHIVERING IN UK.

I WISH I COULD BE SHOCKED WHENEVER I BUY SOMTHING AND TIMES IT BY 7.

I WISH I MISSED THE SUN.

I WISH I NEVER WENT TO TAYLORS.

I WISH THAT I COULD GO BACK IN TIME, RESIT THE DAMN SPM PAPER IF I HAVE TO AND TELL MY PARENTS THAT I WANTED TO GO TO CONCORD SO BADLY.

I WISH I DID NOT HAVE FRENDS AND A BOYFREND WHO IS IN CONCORD LIVING OUT MY DREAMS.

but most of all.

I WISH AND WISH WITH ALL MY MIGHT....THAT THERE WAS SOMETHING I COULD DO ABOUT THIS MESS.

but..here comes the sad truth.there is NOTHING i can do.absolutely nothing.yup.truth hurts.

-princess-

Friday, February 24, 2006

hey guys...
wow.. i just had my mid-term.. hmm well, i wud say MC really did prepare us for higher education system lar.. somehow i found the tests were quite simple.. yeah.. and i actually thought it was like some monthly assessment we used to have in school but... haha it was like an exam. but only carries 5-10% of da total marks for the whole term.. which will end in another 2 mths time. =)

and the bio lecturer puts me to sleep for every lecture.. madnesss..

lots of group work and presentations ... so haha i dont really write much.. teehee..

the parking there is killing me ... 3 bucks per entry.. everyday. sighzz

Thursday, February 23, 2006

yerh
omg
yeay
i can press enter now
waaahahaha

right...ok...supzz ppl..firstly i wanna thank all my loyal loyal darling frends who actually was thick skinned enuff to give out posters of me to their friends and ask them to vote for me..haha....*HUGGLESSSSS*

2ndly.hem hem hem.no one is posting.ishk.how was valentines?sigh......for m n mic..it was shyte
hahahahahahahaha right miccy!

im loving the enter.hahahaha....basically this is the first time im doing the "silent" role of secretary..u kno la..sit down take notes oni..wth.hahah..ill die man..ill be the noisiest secretary man.......the rest of the SC ppl...are..jus....well.*speechless*can u imagine me as secretary ah..no way man..wahahahahaaaaaa..

im learning how to play pool..tee hee.quite ok la..but foosball..ish..i think im just not born to play the game lah.wakaka........

istee.....u got half term this week.ud better email me back..evil thang.

as u can c...im loving the fact tht i cn press enter

im putting on weight.i think its the aussie fat.gonna have to lose it.haha

did i tell u guys?i wore a BIKINI in aussie.oh god.the horror.felt like i was NAKED man.ahahhaah.freezing cold sh

ark infested waters...but oh god..the adrenaline rush u get when a huge wave comes at ya....*sigh*Scarborough Beach, Perth, WA.

u also meet nice guys in aussie....
1. JUstin Joe Fleursheim - cuzzie in law. wonderful guy.allows my cousin to step all over him...in a nice way of course.....also takes care of me n my bro...n tahans my broz crappiness.haha..i was pretty scared of the waves at scarborough beach at first..so he offered to piggy back me..nice eh...hot guys on the beach..surfer dude..*drools*

2. Roy - wei qiang - singaporean dude.nephew of my cousins friend....complicated..yeah i kno..hahaa....my age...a bit de beng tho...but he gave me two floonies!!! erm..they are like...puppets...n their face can change wan..damn

cool shyte....i got two!!!! hee hee heee...funn......ah wells......

but holy crap....when i came back from aussie..wah..damn lot of crap i had to do weii..hahaha....

bought lotsa stuff in aussie....even tho the exchange rate is like 2.7 to 1 msian ringgit....madness....haha..but most oso..either..my cousin..roy...or my mom bought for me..so i still got my 200 aussie dolars wit me..hee hee hee.....fuuun....i kno its like..a bit outdated tht im tokin abt aussie ..but wth lah...hehe...

"some people change, some people don't; but those who do, rarely change for the better"

yup yup....so yearh lo....hmm.what else eh....ooh..mock trial for my law class is comin up..damn cool..were working on a criminal case..with real witnesses....evidence..and a real judge..damn cool..hope i get to be defense or prosecution lawyer man..damn boring lah if i get witness or sth.bleh.hahahahaha

basically thats about it lo...taylors..regardless of what ppl told me b4..is SO NOT HAPPENING.help is the happening place man.sigh..but then again..im here to get into places like....oxford cambridge..so..eheheh..not to get into sum scandalous shit.hahaha

istee..i dont kno who ur oging out with during half term..but take care of urself if u going london ok..got ppl there who pick pocket n rob u n stuff....serious...don play play.if i could i wld ask nigel to look after u or sth..but knowing him....im sure i wudun want him to take u the places hes going to..yerh..like clubs and all tht....TAKE CAREEE!!!!!!!*i hate all these half terms...damn scary things happen during half term..this girl get raped la..tht guy got bashed la..ish*

okla..better go start studyin now..got econs test tomoro...must get highest in class again..hahahahaahah=)..ciao la ppl.....blog la blog la blog...i dont see u ppl around nemore man....ciaos...

-princess-

PS. shannon!whwere are uuu!!

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

i mish u guys

hey guys ... i just want to say i miss ALL OF YOU!!
have to see ALL OF YOU asap !! coz i feel so lonely ... just thinking abt it can make me cry.

i miss ppl hugging me ... hahaha :P

Sunday, February 19, 2006

LBGC

Left Behind Girls' Club! I finally understand how u guys feel :'(

Monday, February 13, 2006

its me again!!~

ahhaha....guess wut??..I PASSED!!!!....WITHOUT bribing...ahahahah!!!!!~....so happy....lolz...now i can officially drive XD...

Sunday, February 12, 2006

omg!!!

guys...IM TAKIN MY DRIVING TEST TML....im soooo gonna die...totally not ready yet man..i went for my FINAL lesson today...n my slope is still...off..lolz..im scaredd...=( summor i dont really plan to bribe...coz if i bribe...a whole list of ppl is gonna hunt me down n kill me..hahaha..jk.. actually i duno whether to bribe anot la...help me decide...see rite..the good thing abt bribing is dat..i can pass first time, dont have to waste another monday coz im reli scared of missin another monday u kno...my mondays are lik..full...from 9am-4pm full blast..so if i miss monday, ill be missing a whole bunch of things..n im gonna have to go face to face AGAIN wif terrifying lecturers lik my english lecturer...-_-" even on friday when i went to tell her dat i wun be here on monday also i had lik..a few ppl to follow me for support..haahha..scary lar.. den if i dont bribe...i mite (most probably) fail..n need to come back another monday..n the whole hassle will start..HOW LA...i dun reli wana bribe..coz i wana test myself also..whether i can pass without bribing..lolz anyway...ill lik to hear wut u guys have to say abt...BRIBING..hahaha...wish me luck guys...>.<"

Thursday, February 09, 2006

it can't be utt!!!!

sammy!!!! it's not utt lar!!!!! hahaha..at least it can't be him!!!!...

yi wayn look alike dont u think??

i met this guai lou gal in langkawi..my whole family agreed that she looks lik wayn but wayn herself said NOOOO...lolz..not d least bit similarity..juz see whether she look alike anot la..ahahah..

shez the one in yellow btw..ehehe

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

greetings from singapore!

hey guys...im on the way to perth guys....transit in singapore till 1 am..bloah...anyway..jus wanted to say hi...and all that..miss u all...bla bla bla...vote for meeee....haha....cz the other candidates are seriously lamer than i am wei...esp..the resumes wan..and capri..u are so....mouliu.hahahahahahahahah!but i tell u..those quiz thingies are addictive..its fun la....haha...im a natural seducer..muhuhahaha...true true..ok..my times runnning out..ur ony allowed 15 mins at the internet portal here....so bye bye!-travelling princess-

Oh my goodnesssss

I couldnt resist. Didnt know there were such ppl like this... So have to share weh.

-- C a p -- says:
u kno d quiz thingy dat dey put on d blog
-- C a p -- says:
go check it out lar
-- C a p -- says:
akak
-- C a p -- says:
one of de ques
I Like Loofahs says:
uh huh
-- C a p -- says:
if u were to be stuck on an island..which animal wud u choose to stay wif u
-- C a p -- says:
ekeke
I Like Loofahs says:
LOL
I Like Loofahs says:
i bet u chose PIG
-- C a p -- says:
choices are...pig...ba bla
I Like Loofahs winks:
Play "Pig"
-- C a p -- says:
ekeke
-- C a p -- says:
NO I DIDTN
-- C a p -- says:
i chose bird
-- C a p -- says:
ekekeke
-- C a p -- says:
duno y
-- C a p -- says:
ahahaha
I Like Loofahs says:
wth
I Like Loofahs says:
WHY
I Like Loofahs says:
can fly away
-- C a p -- says:
can fly up to d trees n pick fruits for me..
-- C a p -- says:
d pig will snatch food wif me..
I Like Loofahs says:
oh my goodnesssssss

now I'M bored =P

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.

Your flirting style: Coy

Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park

Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant

What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

haha

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

haha...funny shit..haha.....quite trueee..

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

i've got a blue heart!

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.

Your flirting style: Friendly

Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe

Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish

What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

FORGIVE ME. IM BORED. but its kinda true. sad arh ... yes. im afraid of marriage.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

im backkk!!~

lolz i juz came back from langkawi today..lolz..so im gonna tell all of u abt my short trip XD the trip didnt start of well..my whole family had to wake up at 5 coz our supposedly flight was at 8..need to be ther at 6..n bla bla...so ok..happily made our way to d airport...we were supposed to park our car at concorde inn (cheap mer) so we go n find concorde inn lor.. along d way my mom said she saw a signboard..n dat we missed d turning..so right b4 we enter d terminal...my dad took a turn BACK TO KL..so dere we go..all the way back...kenot make a u-turn also..so we went all the way...ba bla bla...den lik..one hr later we reached the hotel..which is 5 min from d airport..-_-" so wtv lar..miss the 8 o clock flight..next flight at 11..at 8 sth mom went to check in..she wore the wrong attire so muz go back home n change..so mom n dad went home to KL while d 3 of us stone in KLIA..lolz i swear to god man..ITS CRAZY

we miss the 11o clock flight also..parents couldn come back in time..-_-" so stone summorr.....until 2.40 lik FINALLY...ahaha...oh oh...shann n en called me..den SO HAPPEN dat time a group of guys were cam whoring.. den dey tried to take my pic..akaka...i kena a MAN AY TENG...=( so sad..ehehehhee....but damn farnie lar...dey were all in suits...duno wut kinda pp are dey...dun look local..ahaha!! >.<"

oh wellz..actually langkawi nth much lar..underwaterword sux..mahsuri tomb also sux..but d story damn interesting..ehehe...den basically everything sucked..but d jet ski part rocked!!..lolz..i drove my own jet ski!...erm..meaning..i was d one riding it lar..ekeke...no 'professional' behind my back...me n my sis..all alone!!..hahah...damn cool!!...we all should do it one day...seriously damn fun..haha..adrenaline rush man.. d banana boat also...ekekeke...dat was d only fun part..-_-" ooo..derez more...at d beach rite...3 german chics were sunbathing TOPLESS...n dey were walkin around topless also.. i swear all the guys around all erecting..lolz!!...actually i woudnt kno..but..aiyah...quite cool lar..hahaha...dey think its nude beach here..ekeke. dey got cute boobs..ehehe aiyah..nth much to say ady lar

oohh.i bought lik 2 pairs of ear rings.. and a necklace for ms lim en-li who requested for it =p lolz but derez not many nice stuff dere la... juz bought for d sake of buying... ear rings meant for shann n sam..lolz..coz when i see big ear rings i think of 2 of u..aahah!!...shopping dere sux lar..souvenirs were okayy...i bought lik 12 keychains..ekekek...=p so who want...take from me lar..hahaha.. k larhhh.. ill stop here... pretty boring post..-_-" but...nvm larh..ekeke...ciioaooz

Eggstrodinary

Hey y'all~ Lemme tell u bout our egg expedition (eggspedition) after our sad sad experience at the board games gala yesterday (we won 1 game & lost 3). Joined En, Mic & Eugene at Muthus to find them already stuffing their faces with telur setengah masak. En suddenly burst out, "We're the desperate eggs!" and laughed at her own 'joke'. If Capri had done that i would have given her the stare. That's why ive missed her so much. Then i started wondering if eating so many eggs would increase our fertility - a thought which i gave some serious thought to but was laughed off by Mic & En. Btw, En is just born with bad luck sumtimes. The eggs she ordered were overcooked so she tried taking 1 of Mic's eggs which also turned out to be overcooked but the 1 Mic was eating was just nice. But Eugene & i like our eggs overcooked so we ate them. Then En started dreaming of ostrich eggs & to my horror, Michelle said that she shared the same fantasy! And they got so eggcited talking bout how 1 ostrich egg would equal to 10 ordinary eggs. We also started imagining Capri wobbling around like an egg. Another reason we've missed her so. No1 to kutuk! As u can see im very very bored. But lazy to go back to coll also. Aiks.. Owell, can c u Taylors peeps there at least. Dont 4get to help En campaign for student board! Luv ya

Saturday, February 04, 2006

re read.

re-read kokshens post below but replace 'gan kok shen' with 'lim en li' and add a paragraph about acting..wherever..hollywood..malaysia..hongkong..taiwan...bollywood..ahahah...yes...i do share the same dreams as kokshen...and gawd..hopefully it wont remain dreams eh kokshen?=)but for now...this gurl does not have time for dreaming...4 down...2 more essays to go..*life sucks..but u have to slug on*-dreamy princess-

juz see how MAN AY TENG gan kok shen can be

haiz....if u ever wonder what is going thru gan kok shen's tiny lil brain.........he is dreaming all the time... some times...he dreams of being a film star....acting alongside famous filmstars in asian films........posing for movie posters....appearing in advertisments and all..........juz like this initial D pic.........gan kok shen hopes he is the one standing there...not edison.....

gan kok shen also dreams abt becoming a

singer.....recording albums.....having concerts with hundreds or thousands of people screaming his name.....making music videos.....signing autographs...touring cities....altho he cant really sing......he still dreams about it

and then he also dreams of becoming a vj of channel [v] or MTV............altho he is is not great in talking in the public........unlike shannon.........he still dreams alot.....

then gan kok shen also dreams that one day...he can appear in advertisements for various brands.......posing......as he likes to cam whore.....its better to be CAPTURED by pro photographers.....well he also dreams of posing beside amber chia...juz like man ay teng

indeed very perasan and very man ay teng and also very impossible.........but gan kok shen dreams on.................

Lee Aun

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...

Check out the drool weh. Hahaha! Bear with me. I miss him so much.

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Nyahaha

Was just in my editing mood again & decided to get creative-evil.

OMG

OMG PEOPLE.....FORT MINOR IS COMING TO TOWN.....28th FEBRUARY2006....tix at 110 bucks..........OMG......IM SO GOING......its at bukit kiara indoor arena...the same place as incubus and black eyed peas concert......AMAZING

Sammy's back frm Penang! Reached KL at 11pm despite having left Butterworth at 5.30pm. @#$%!!! Bus driver was seriously mentally retarded. He took the old road which is really dark & scary & longer than the new highway and was laughing to himself sadistically while driving -_-" Was actually planning to come slightly late for En's thingy & surprise u guys but thx to the Tanjung Rambutan escapee I didnt manage to.

Anyway, for those of u who arent enjoying the hols..... SAY WHAT?! Im taking this opportunity to lax to the max. Ahahaha.. Not like i hav much work anyway. Didnt get any hw at all this hols! Business rox weh. Penang was really fun. Got to see my adorable lil cousins. And for a person like me who doesnt really like kids, when i say adorable i MEAN adorable. I mean like Capri-would-kill-for-them-adorable. I have exactly 10 cousins in Penang. But my favourite aunty's kids are the cutest. The eldest girl is 8, and she's like a model weh.. Check her out!

Leng lui right.. Her name is Lee Yen! Her younger bro is 4 (Lee Jun) and he's the cheeky one! He has the sweetest smile which just melts ur heart & makes u wanna forgive him for wuteva mischief he's been up to. This morn he stole our other cousin's Cheezels & hid behind my sister eating the whole packet silently while the poor girl ran around frantically lookin for her snack. When i met up with Paik Qinn (church fren) in Penang, Lee Jun practically fell in luv with him. It was so adorable. They were discussing trains all the way to the island in my aunty's car. The youngest boy, Lee Aun is only 10 months old but he can crawl and climb amazingly fast. If u dont keep an eye on him for even a sec, he can just disappear. He's got a huge blue-black mark on his right cheek frm falling down so much but he just keeps going. I miss them already...

It's so not like me to talk this much bout kids but seriously weh, if u guys met them u'd go nuts too. Anyway, that's pretty much all i wanted to ramble about. Miss u all!

Lotsa LuV,

Sammy Y

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

happy chinese new yr!!

greetings frm uk!!
sorry i havent been checking my mail or have i been online cos i was sick for past few dayss...but dun worry im all fine now..!
i wanna wish u guys..HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR!!!
u guys r soooo lucky cos u're back in msia n u have cny!here its like..well yea we acknowledge it but it doesnt feel the same!no cookies no angpaos no chinese food etc..
we had a chinese new yr dinner but it was nothing like chinese new yr food..it was just soso....i will upload photos maybe around this weekend when i have time okies..
came here to let u guys know i havent forgotten u all ..and i miss u guys so much!
right now i dont hav a talk card so i cant call u guys..or ill go very very pokai...
en li ive already emailed u at gmail n hotmail,pls reply to my yahoo okay
halobean@yahoo.com..
reply soon ok!
guys i gtg..nature calls =) take care n enjoy your chinese new yr,n happy blated bday to foong mei!(sorry i forgot abt that..hehe..)

procrastination kills.

ok so i was about to start my darn assignment..then i saw the link to photobucket.gawsh.remind me.never ever to wear make up.ever.ew.disgust.ok.gonna go back to the darn lit assignment.i still cant press enter to make a paragraph..pissing off.-enli- oh im alive again.hehe!

sleeeeepy.

buggerness.i still cant freaking press enter to start a paragraph..CNY has been so totally boring for me..i s.w.e.a.r. i will make sure CNY is full of tradition and culture for my kids..its jus so sad to see a culture n clebration dying out..haha....i guess its jus cuz my cousins decided not to come back for cny..mainly cuz we're all meeting up in australia in like...less than a week's time anyway..yep..for those of you who have not heard...ill be going to aussie on the 8th of feb..muhuhaha..yeays..escape from eviiill english lit.....!!!!be back on the 13th tho...ran for students council..did not get it i think..haha....ohwells..less to worry about..=)hmm hm hmm....have been relli busy with god knows what these past few days..feeling lethargic..shyte..its 2 am...!!ahh..ah well..i had my monthly dose of baskin robbins...so i guess ill be up late tonight..finish darn lit assignment...i havent gotten past the first poem yet..and there are 7 poems to do!gawsh.life sucks for the poor humanities student...startin to miss the sciences...cuz everyone there seems to be havin less homework..what the..i tot humanities was wupposed to be the lazier one..turns out..im workin harder than any of u..gahs.oh......i forgot..i still have my law essay to write...what thee..owh noooooo!!!!!*enli just died*(if she was still alive she would sign off and say bye..but shes not so...)*silence*-dead princess-