Twelve + One: Feeling so...


Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Feeling so...

...bored n empty...hmm everyone seems to be really busy..no one posting anything..nowadays i dread going online..so all i do is watch one tree hill the whole day n even at 3am in the morning..aihz..college is starting soon..if u dunno..SAM is starting next wednesday..so far i only know of 4 ppl taking SAM..lee na, sung, khai n me..hopefully capri too..honestly i'm kinda nervous about college..rather not go to college..guess a lot of u are excited about it..i dont get what's so exciting about it..guys? chicz?...nahh..i really don't bother..i just wish i could go back to primary 1 where we have no worries or problems..the only thing we would have to worry about was whether so and so "friend us or not"..this holiday was fine at first..the best so far actually..but now its all bcoming shitty..i have 7 more episodes to go for one tree hill..after that..i really dont know what i can do at home cos i really dont wanna go online..

i'm staying at my aunt's place for college n will only go home during the weekend..i dont want to but what choice do i have..either that or i have to go to help..i guess there will be no "partying" for me during college..kinda shitty huh? yea i guess i have to live with it..

the only thing i'm looking forward to now is the uk farewell party and oli's new year party..anything after that..i dont even wanna think about it..

sometimes ppl make mistakes..mine was, getting involved..nahh dont bother wondering what i'm talking about..i'm juz using this post to express how i feel n what i'm thinking..that's one of the reasons y i dont like having blogss..i get tempted to write out my feelings when i dont want anyone to know..

now my dad wants me to be a pilot...wtf?

the "how do u make a you" said i'm 3 parts friendly..HA-HA..funny..coz i dont think so