Twelve + One: my depression + public apology

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Uni. of Adelaide

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Cambridge University

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Thursday, October 25, 2007

my depression + public apology

HI guys....long time no blog .......if u guys are wondering how have i been....im actually doing fine la...just that......some ppl might already know.....esp...james......that my face is rotting...and im really really emotionally affected by it.......and u say....why? its just a small matter........im a vain piece of shit....duh it matters.....sometimes i really feel like crying....when looking in the mirror....lol...eyy im serious....its the only thing that matters to me right now.....aiyo u guys see for urselves la....

prom......june.....nothing on face

before shann left for NS....july-ish......nothing on face

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im using a really lousy 1.3mp cam and its already showing most of THEM.....and its only one side of my face k.........

i really need help lor....ok ok..i know its not as bad as some people ive seen..but still...being a vain shit .....its a friggin disaster........so any tips guys?.....last resort is of coz laser treatment la......to remove scars....but....its exx to do it here...so i will wait till the next time i go back to msia....dat might be next june...or even next easter..so i give it MORE time to hopefully heal.....

and i know la....ppl like enli..who thinks its the smallest matter on earth to worry and stress about......
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im sorry enli....no hard feelings.......dont mean to attack u or anything....just trying to make a statement
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dont tell me u wont be stressed abt it when it happens to u...

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so it all came to me ....out of a sudden..some time in late july early august.....didnt had this problem thru out puberty years....wasnt stressed cos a levels were over.......ate the same stuff i ate all these while.........i really dont know what i did to deserve this.....

perhaps its karma for..being mean and ....insulting ppl......

so.....i hereby......say sorry to whoever i've insulted / offended / made fun of / laughed at / made a mean comment in the past.....and i wont do the above mentioned in the future......

sorry lindsay..i know ive made some comments on ur pimples before........really sorry

i really cant think of anyone else ....that has pimples and i made mean comments......but sorry anyway.....if ure reading this....

sorry naroshini.....and laykeat.....ive been mean to both of u......

will edit if i remember more names ....lol...........